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The touch that withers and fades
Aspires the Phoenix at its rebuttal
With its last tremor, it erupts in flames
To sire a new dawn on the edge of the precipice
On fragile wings and shivers of subtle
You come alive in my dreams
You come to me
Together we fight my nightmares,
And you belong to me
Even in my dreams
I know this is untrue
I know I'll be awake,
But for now I want to be with you till I do
My nightmares are fringed with angst
The demons in pursuit, they lie
Together we shall conquer my battles
Release me from my bane,
You and I
I waited all my life for you, my savior
And now I know why
You have my heart, beloved
Without you, I shall die
I try to stay away
I try to stay out of your way,
But you are already bound so far
I never knew
Love could be so bizarre
Forever is a long shot
When February's won't fade
You mean the world to me
Despite what I said
I tell myself that it doesn't hurt that bad
That it's all in my head,
It only hurts 'cause I want it to
I'll be over you,
But before I will be dead
Maybe it's true
Maybe I don't want to go on without you,
But fate won't undo
Because you and I are not meant to be,
Because you are my favourite fantasy
An empty shell
Don't ask me to come back. I can't go back to what I've left behind, to how it was. I don't ever want to feel that way again, that pain, that hurt, that agony. Standing on the moors of the forsaken, I watched you swept and carried away by the bustling wind with your sails blown high, straight ahead towards the whirlwind called life. Something I couldn't do. Something that never worked for me. Time stopped still for me long ago and now it's dragging me in into a quicksand to meet the end.
Now here I am, finally trying to sail on, struggling under the weight of the mast. The wind blows with memories so raw, so fresh. I can hear your voice mingled in the tempest like a pounding heart in a silent vessel, shattering the barriers a tormented soul had worked so hard to withhold.
I can't go back. I can't ever go back. I know one backward glance will cost me dearly. I can feel the demons in the shadows shifting and stirring. I can't fight back with my wings of will clipped off, with every ounce
They call me heartless
I call them blind
If you could just take your bloody foot off the shards
You'll see it's not very hard to find.
They call me heartless
'Cause love songs don't make me cry
If I could cry
I would cry you a river
That would make the mighty oceans look dry.
They say if your heart was broken
You'd be dead
But am I really alive?
It's as dark and lonely
Like in a mother's womb
Waiting for a new beginning to arrive.
I'd laid my heart open
But you only saw the sign,
You told me it's nothing new
Bloody wrists mean nothing to you
Nonetheless it sounded pretty good
And asked me to get in line.
You said you felt nothing
That I couldn't make you feel guilty if I tried
That you hadn't done anything awful
So I laughed even though it tore me apart
And told you I only lied.
I woke up with my head spinning
And my world upside down
I knew I wasn't the same,
But I couldn't tell what was wrong;
I lay dazed in the hospital wing,
The doctors could only frown.
I'm so sorry I made such
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